jus change my blogskin.. = smile... (",)

but wat i'm gonna blog issit a happy thing... maybe is a happy cos u might learn sth from it...

jus now, heard from my mama tat actually we got a relative got sum problem in their marriage for a few years le... but none of us knew abt it... they also kept low profile... thru out all these yrs... we thought they were a happy family and little tat we know wat they had gone thru... recently, they start to reveal the truth but still have to keep it as a secret to the elder relatives...

i felt quite or maybe i shld say sumhow affected... they always seems to be a happy family... lovely and sweet family... i used to envy them... but now, things are going to be different... it is so unexpected... really unexpected...

it again make me realise wat we see might not be the truth, wat ppl say to us might be lies to, i'm not disappointed of life, jus felt faces and ppl are so scary, u cant tell wats underneath it... jus like me... dere r times i dun even know wats in my mind... wat am i doing... why do i have to lie... wat n who can i believe? myself? u? parents? sister? him? her? they?

i haf friends who tell me dun believe wat they say... all are lies... jus to entertain me... can i believe them? makes me goes into deep thoughts....

the incident also make me feel tat my family is still not tat bad... though they love to shout at each other... loved to fight and scream... but still care n concern and will think for each other...

an advice: dun think tat u are in a deep shit and u cant get out of it and make ur life terrible... others out there who seems alright and live better then u might be in a worse situation tat u can imagine... dun complain tat u are very ku ming... dun think u are the only one...

cherish wat u have... stay positive... there shldnt be "no way or no hope" for anything... i suppose???? (nt sure, maybe)

another life lesson gone thru for me... (",)