wanted to forget...
wanted to comfort...
wanted to accompany...
end up...

cant differenciate whether is wrong or right...
cant stop from expecting sth...
to hope for sth...
cant stop the expectation from arising...
while knowing very clearly that there will be nth...
said forever friends... dun wish to admit the truth...
knew u understood... cos u played along...
whenever u said u got sth to say...
so afraid u are saying tat u got a gf...
But sumtimes really hope tats what u have said...
At least there is another reason to let go...

kind of moody... kind of sianz.. . kind of going to explode... therefore decided to vent out...