wanted 2 blog cos i'm bored... hmm.. change a new blogskin cos kind of sick of the old one... not becos i dun wan to SMILE anymore but jus wanna change... wanna change sth... or maybe change everything...

sumtimes i wonder... will one do sth tat one loves it until one starts to dislike it... get sick of it... and start to consider giving up... i gave up once... maybe twice... feels like giving up again... i've not start to hate or dislike it... but jus felt maybe i shldnt have take it back at the 1st place... nv regret though but to give up takes courage too... gotta face lots of matters... maybe others feel i'm not cherishing... did i lose the holding on power or motivations... or i chose to try sth new... wat was my thoughts at the 1st place...

IN DEEP THOUGHTS... (",)