quite lost... dunno wat 2 blog

life is simple... sch n sch n sch...haahaa...

dunno wat to type... cos i dunno wat i'm thinking... kind of confuse...

having ppl to care for me is definelty a gd thing... but some care jus make me feel stress, some make me feel touched, some make me feel regret, some make me feel puzzled...

i wonder how he always let me sa jiao... do watever i wanna do... why he would he care so much abt me since he has other close female friends... is it cos we both felt regret... i regret nv trust him... he regret hurting me...we both cherish current friendship more than anything else... at least tat my thinking... he used to say i'm special... he used to treat me exceptionally good than the other girls... he likes to joke.. abt our past... our promises... i know he remembers everything... he know me very well... i seriously believe him.. whenever he says i can turn to him when i need to... i know he will keep his promise... i know if i really need support i will go to him... cos till now... he is the one tat gave me sense of secure... n i can be carefree with him ard... no one understood our relationship... i dun deny tat i do get lost in it sumtimes too... on surface..he is always joking... nv be serious... but actually he is the most serious person... he cares abt everyone... he treat everyone seriously... joking allows him to console his friends better... tats him... so nv scold him if he is joking... actually he is trying to lighten the topic...

sumtimes i do wonder why did destiny play a trick on us... if not... i believe we could be together for years le... if i could turn back time... i would nt have treat ur words as joke... i would believe tat u love me... i would believe it when ask me to be ur gf... --- i know all these is impossible... tats why i will and i am cherishing our friendship now... with extra care..... (",)

sure will miss u when u start ur new phase of life... to my dearest friend...