jus finished watching 200 pound beauty... sobsob... i think my eyes are swollen... i cried... is kind of touching or maybe i shld say is kind of sad...



my tears couldnt stop... i'm sad... knowing the truth is sad...is okie to hear the truth... but u lied... is worse than sad... lying doesnt help... it makes things worse... i'm speechless... i didnt reveal ur lie... cos it doesnt matter to u.. i guess... it doesnt matter if i'm hurt or nt...



u knew the way to stop all these... why arent u doing? or shld i jus disappear... will u ever notice if i'm nt ard...



i'm silly... i'm silly... understanding u has become a habit... i will kick this habit... and forget abt these... i will... stop missing u...