took a day break from books yesterday...

went out for ktv and window shopping... ktv was fun with the episode of "xiao qiang" (cockroach)... heehee... after which went window shopping at vivo... hmm... so much things tat i wish is all mine... haahaa... when will i strike TOTO... wahaha...

was thinking after the one day break... have a gd slp and continue to work hard...

but things nv go as planned...

a simple sentence pushed me into tears... it might sound ridiculous to you... it seems i knew u so well tat... the simple sentence shows how serious u were... and how much she meant...
i didnt expect the impact to be so huge... or i shld say.. i didnt expect tat i would be affected...

maybe all along i was jus being deceived by myself...

the pretence still exist... really thot everything was fine... thot i know and had accepted the fact... but last night sth strike me hard... my pretence got killed... the truth surfaced...

time to face the truth... nt alone... but together...
after the impt day... after everything... even though changes might be unexpected...
i've promise... i'll tell you...

hope after all these yrs...we are mature enough to hold the truth...

i've got use to handle all these during such period... is only when this kind of period tat i've plenty of time to think and thus truth surfaced... this is the last chance for me to see truth... i'll wont missed it... i wont forget it...

i'll take it as the fifth paper tat i'm going to take...
i'll work hard for all papers and i'll do well for all papers...
and i mus do well...