dislike...everything seems to be my fault when they dun even know what they want...
dislike...how my inexperience and my poor knowledge about the work seems to irritates them...
dislike...when i cant breathe during work...
dislike...the disoriented and unplanned and forever last min changes...
dislike...the noise, action and the stupid verbal attacks on anyone...
dislike...tears that does not listen to my control...
dislike...handling with cash... is a burden... in the environment... in the busy context and in the forever unplanned and watsoever issues...
i know... this is how i will be judge for my capability and the amt of workload i can handle...
hope it shown i'm getting no where further...
i'm trying to do my very best...
expectation from myself is even greater than anyone else...
is bad... veri bad... cos expectation results in stress...
and i'm still trying... i'm still ALIVE...
if i am able to get a little compliment...i will be glad
but to me... to myself.. is still not good enough... there is so much of things tat i need to learn... where to start... how to start... am i getting impatient... i am suppose to learn while i do... and fail at times where i seriously dont know wat's going on... get the vicious cycle once more... and i will gain one additional knowledge thru it...
no one is born capable and knowledgeable on certain things...
maybe i shld just be lenient with myself...
tats the problem for September babies...
things is even worse if the sep baby is not a clever one...
sep babies own the horoscope of
No comments:
Post a Comment