happy new year.. yes i'm very late....

but a start of the new year and whole lots of things happen... change... blar blar blar...

party was fun... new yr day was tired... 2nd day at work was fine and relax... 3rd day went to take my final theory... and I PASSED.. wahaha... so nice.. is like sth gd for the start of the yr...

BUTBUTBUT....

things isnt tat smooth since last week... haizz... plenty of rubbish... irritation... and responsibility thrown on to me.. CNY is happy season but it jus kind of stressful at home cos need to assist in the cookies making... i'm fine with helping but pls cut down the naggings... from work till home... everywhere there is ppl nagging.. and making me to repeat myself again n again... i realli dun like it... had enough at work.. back home is almost the same thing again... wth...

i guess it kinds of motivate me to be busy and find things to do.. so tat i can avoid those naggings.... nv tot nagging serves such purpose oso...

wat do i really wanna do?? why cant i just do it properly?? which area of me is not functional well enough that I keep falling down??

my JIEFU says.. i'm not short term memory... but becos my mind is so fully occupy by some other things that i lose concentration and memory.... wat am i occupied with then? work? family? love? friends? own expectation? my future? my life???????????

i'm not low mo... but jus not motivated... not sad... but jus not happy... understand? neutral... like no feel lo... hahahaha....