cats

in the past... i was AFRAID of cats...

slowly... i started to fall in LOVE with cats...

recently... i feel that i HATE cats...

recently started to watch taiwan drama series again...there was such a sentence in the show... "Some ppl choose to live in world of lies... cos that's where they feel secure and comfort..." i guess that's what i am going through now... being forced to face the truth is so much of an agony... worse still why did things always changed after i made a decision... whenever a decision is made... certain things will make me waver again and again... no one to blame except myself... why didnt i hold on to my belief... why did i trust sth which i was told not to again and again... i dun quite know what to trust now... i dun quite trust u anymore cos i dun even trust myself...

i will not hate you cos the one suffering will not be the person that is being hated... is the person who is hating...

my belief??? trust??? sincerity seems so useless in current era... was it worth it?