duno whether to use the word sad or not??? i dun really feel sad but jus slightly bothered... how come are we discussing the issue again... i tried so hard to maintain the balance... why did u wan to break it again... i dun always act well... dun expect so much from me can??? i really wanna let go... really wanna find sumone else... but i cant jus go hunting ya? if my prince dun appear... wat can i do...haizzz...

exam progress for me is slow sia... wahahahaha... plus last nite becos of those stuff... made me hardly can concentrate...haizz... no use de karen... haiz..

always find excuse for myself to be lazy... wahahahaha...

trying my best 2 concentrate... trying my best to stop falling deeper... ya... i know i will try hard... really... really.... i will do my best... jia you wor!!!