tonight shld be the last nite blogging at my jiejie hse... horray!!! i can finally go home loh... heehee... why so excited to go home? well... no where is better than be at home ya... wahahaha!!!

have been veri guai... gotta study... progressing everyday smoothly... and cos i'm at my jiejie hse no phone chatting for me oso... jus like a few hours ago... phone rang... made him hang up cos i dun wanna call back... thought he will stop calling since tat conversation... cos like he said..."if it helps to stop u loving me"... "good friend is wat i prefer to see u as"... these sentences are oways in my mind to remind myself stop everything... well i dun keep thinking them la.. but if i miss him i will remind myself loh... hope it helps tat way ya???? wahahahaha... find more n more reason to let him off...

but tonite i'm not bothered by him...but is sumone whom i think i did owe him... made my mind feels so occupied now... i'm trying very hard to be a friend again... appreciate wat is done... trying very hard not to think so much of wat u are saying n doing... but is jus too weird le... pls dun make me avoid u... pls dun give me a chance to hurt u again... actually "piggy" doesnt like her nick... i'm sorry...

hope everything was jus me being over-sensitive and hope is jus a misunderstanding... i dun mind to make mistake now by misunderstanding... but i dun wan to hurt u again...

haizzz... going in circle again n again... wat4? i'm not worth it...