when was the last time when tis happen?
i dun remember... or is this the veri first time?

all came too fast... wanna say oki... but the opposite jus came out first... didnt said the truth cos jus wanna stay by urside without any request...it has always been in tat case isnt it???

request ended up came from u... not me... why? was it u tat hide everything so well tat makes things so uncertain or was it jus an uncertain issue tat make us blur...

it started to flow... couldnt stop... and things related jus appear one after another.. making ur presence so obvious... placing phone so near yet dun wish to touch it cos shld leave u alone... wont do the same as wat the rest will do... and tats wat is going on all along...

i really care... but i limit it... hide it... quietly silently... pretended tat i dun bother... maybe it was me who took everything for granted... not u...

wats going on? do i realy know wat i shld do? i dun even know wat i wan? how to know wat i shld or shld nt?

this feeling hasnt came upon me for ages... realli ages...