dreams are fake ya...
pain felt so real...
whats going on...

maybe it was the truth just that i wasnt informed...
am i thinking too hard... i tried not to... trying...
really cant differentiate... isnt it suppose to be in this way...

it was planned ya... isnt it...
used to complain that it wasnt what you want...
now isnt this what you want...
did it with intention or without...

what was happening all these years...
really couldnt figure out...

am i missing out sth... or did i misunderstand anything?