is like a nightmare...
totally out of control...

it really shldnt be in this way...
suppose to be fine...
isit that difficult...
maybe is serious this time round...

thats where the things start to surface up...
and things start falling apart/down...

kept time pack, kept mind clear... kept smiling...
maybe things kept too within gets blur and seems to be gone..
but it has always been dere and nv left... for once...

how long will it takes... what will be the ending...
wondering....